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Well, there's a lot to talk about, I don't mind telling you. It's been almost a month since I last updated and to be honest, it's been one of the more interesting and enjoyable months of my life. Allow me to explain... I've got a girlfriend. Holy ass, for the first time in my life, someone took a chance on me. And I don't mind telling you, it feels every bit as good as I thought it would, and even better. I don't really know how to explain to you how I feel. I can tell you this: the smile has not left my face and I don't forsee it going anywhere anytime soon. Along with all of the time we've spent together, I had my first every Valentine's day with a girlfriend. While yes, I understand many of you don't accept it as a real holiday. That's fine, I understand the arguement that there shouldn't be one day set up to do something special for someone when you should treat your significant other that way all the time. Granted. But for someone who's never had a girlfriend on Valentine's day, it was a bit of a big deal for me. Valentine's, like everything else with her, had lived up to and surpassed everything I thought it would be with someone. I really just can't truly express how genuinely happy I am right now. The day was also special because of another hookup that happened on that tuesday nite, but I'll not be going into that right here... This leads me today, where I just got a new job. I don't mind telling you, I'm a bit conflicted by this. I enjoyed the endless hours of time spent sleeping, playing guitar, or just laying around with the most beautiful woman in the world. It was fun and to be honest, I'm not quite ready for that to end. Unfortunately, I'm running out of money. The real world is a bitch sometimes, you know? So I start tomorrow, 9 a.m. Faaantastic. 9 to 5 my first day. We'll see how that goes. Let's be honest, I've done very little in the way of "work" in the past 6 weeks, or even a little more. 8 hours of work, plus wrestling, plus going over to see the lady all in one day? I'm going to be beat. And I don't even know if I work Saturday. If I do, I may just collapse. Need to get myself back up to working condition. The final change that's coming in my life is that I'm looking to form a new band. It took damn near a year for me to get over, past, or whatever word you want to use, the last band I had. But the girlfriend (there she goes again, being all kinds of smart) has started a fire under my butt and made me realize that if music is really what I want to do with my life, I need to get moving. And she's absolutely right. So all things considered, life is at an outstanding point right now. Short of actually having a few responsibilities, life is really just...phenomenal. I really couldn't be happier. My Song of the Moment: "Sidewinder" by Avenged Sevenfold. Yes! Until Then...Be Good to Each Other...
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